One day, I will start to heal, forget the ugly places I've been, create new memories, and welcome new people.
Someday, I will look back without feeling the pain and with my head up high. I am as strong as I can be and I can do this!
Sunday, June 2, 2013
I'm a Winner!
There's heartache to heal, places to obliterate, memories to escape, people to forget.
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Live for Today!
Yesterday was the day for sadness, Tomorrow will be the day for new beginnings, new hopes & life of nothing but happiness, but Today is the most important day, for today leads the journey to the Tomorrow that will be full of hopes and happiness. Lets all live for Today!
This too shall pass...
Here we go again...that feeling...the feeling of being stuck, like I got nowhere to go but in that room with that man.
Another night of no sleep. I feel exhausted. I just want to cry. I am tired of feeling the same thing over and over again, crying over something that happened almost 2 decades ago. I can't shed anymore tears but still I feel like fucking crying! This feeling of being like a fucking "blah"! The same feeling that- "that man"- my own father made me feel while he did all kinds of filthy things to me.
I fucking hate this! but like I always say, this too shall pass... and yes, it shall pass but it always fucking comes back!
Closing my eyes again....THIS TOO SHALL PASS.....
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